Middle Class

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Joe Boyd, record pro­ducer, strikes close to home:

“I don’t think in his­tory — you look back, I don’t think there’s that many ex­am­ples of the mid­dle class in­vent­ing any­thing you know, cul­tur­ally. So when I put on a tape and I hear, you know, well-ed­u­cated-white-per­son strum­ming a gui­tar, I’m look­ing at my watch, I’m say­ing ‘I’ll give this an­other fif­teen sec­onds.’”

‘Three Records from Sun­down’, 99% In­vis­i­ble, ep. 141

Sure, this is sub­jec­tive. But it still stings, in a real ‘the-truth-hurts’ kind of way. I think about this a lot lately: the more I take on to ce­ment my own and my fam­ily’s se­cu­rity and com­fort, the less I have to say.

Con­tinue read­ing…

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Sleep in the glass cof­fin and await love’s kiss—or the knife, fresh stick of but­ter.

Re: The Live Sparrow: Poetry and Translation

The Ra­di­o­lab pod­cast has a ter­rific 15-minute seg­ment on po­etry and trans­la­tion.

When Dou­glas Hof­s­tadter was 16, he read a poem. Just an in­no­cent lit­tle poem, a few short lines, noth­ing spe­cial. But the poem bur­rowed deep into his brain, and many years later, he set out to trans­late the thing…
(Ra­di­o­lab: “100 Flow­ers”)

Dou­glas trans­lates the poem, then sets about get­ting every­one he knows to at­tempt their own trans­la­tions, even­tu­ally pub­lished in his book Le Ton Beau De Marot: In Praise of the Music of Lan­guage.

Who can nail the form and still cap­ture the essence? — The very chal­lenge I wish Tolkien would have taken with his Be­owulf.

The above is a note added to an earlier post…

Death, Decay and the Haunted Afterlife

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1493 woodcut by Michael Wolgemut

The com­mon West­ern idea of death is that once you die you are trans­ported im­me­di­ately to a place of ul­ti­mate com­fort (or tor­ment), with no in­ter­vals. Your con­scious­ness con­tin­ues seam­lessly into the next life, just no longer tied to your phys­i­cal body.

Sup­pose, though, that while con­scious­ness does con­tinue in some way after death, it re­mains thor­oughly joined to your phys­i­cal re­mains. As your body de­cays, so does your per­son­al­ity, your ca­pac­ity to rea­son. Your emo­tions, hav­ing been all along largely the prod­uct of your flu­ids and nerves, trans­mute ever more into the mute hor­ror which your re­mains in­creas­ingly de­pict.

This con­scious­ness-in-death was a run­ning theme of Edgar Allen Poe. His ge­nius, in my view, was to paint this hor­ror only at the edges — pre­ma­ture buri­als, loss of breath, the un­will­ing­ness of the “de­ceased” to ac­tu­ally die — so in­ti­mately that we often mis­take the edge for the abyss at the cen­ter. But in a kind of artis­tic truth, the mad­ness of Poe’s nar­ra­tors in­creases in pro­por­tions as that abyss (the ex­pe­ri­ence of ac­tu­ally being dead) is re­ally ap­proached — when­ever we see a lady of Usher, for ex­am­ple, or hear the beat­ing of a mur­dered man’s heart — it is nearly al­ways seen through senses that are them­selves being dam­aged.

C.S. Lewis, on the other hand, gets right in­side this idea, de­scrib­ing it in lucid de­tail in Pere­landra, when his vil­lain We­ston tem­porar­ily re­cov­ers his senses and tries to ar­tic­u­late his ex­pe­ri­ence of death:

“…All the good things are now — a thin lit­tle rind of what we call life, put on for show, and then — the real uni­verse for ever and ever. To thicken the rind by one cen­time­tre — to live one week, one day, one half hour longer — that’s the only thing that mat­ters. … [Hu­man­ity] knows — Homer knew — that all the dead have sunk down into the inner dark­ness: under the rind. All wit­less, all twit­ter­ing, gib­ber­ing, de­cay­ing… Then there’s Spir­i­tu­al­ism…I used to think it all non­sense. But it isn’t. It’s all true. You’ve no­ticed that all pleas­ant ac­counts of the dead are tra­di­tional or philo­soph­i­cal? What ac­tual ex­per­i­ment dis­cov­ers is quite dif­fer­ent. Ec­to­plasm - slimy films com­ing out of a medium’s belly and mak­ing great, chaotic, tum­ble­down faces. Au­to­matic writ­ing pro­duc­ing reams of rub­bish.”

I won­der whether this idea of death is com­mon in other cul­tures, or times of his­tory. It seems to me some­thing very Other — def­i­nitely not Chris­t­ian, but not ex­actly Pagan ei­ther.

The song ‘Bot­tom of the River’ by Tom Fun Or­ches­tra seems an ap­pro­pri­ate ex­am­ple as well. In­ter­preted by some as con­cerned mainly with en­vi­ron­men­tal van­dal­ism, it seems to me more straight­for­ward to read it as the ex­pe­ri­ence of those “be­neath the rind”: dead yet con­scious, still chained to their re­mains, en­dur­ing a never-end­ing pas­sage of time where light is dis­tant and the idle time-mark­ing move­ments of the liv­ing all too close.

Re: One Autumn Tree 2014

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The above is a note added to an earlier post…

Re: Vulgar Markdown

Oct 24, 2014 — It’s been seven weeks since the orig­i­nal post, and no one is talk­ing about it any­more, which is prob­a­bly for the best; but I have some fol­lowup.

First of all, I’ve amended the ar­ti­cle to re­flect that At­wood’s move was not, in fact, classy.

Sec­ond, I haven’t seen any­one else men­tion that this sit­u­a­tion with Mark­down is iden­ti­cal to what hap­pened with Tex­tile. Peo­ple who were not Dean Allen stan­dard­ized and ex­tended the markup lan­guage spec with­out his ap­par­ent bless­ing. These peo­ple were nowhere dis­par­aged for doing so, not by Allen, not by any­one else. This is the cor­rect re­sult. Tex­tile, such as it is, is much bet­ter for these con­tri­bu­tions than it oth­er­wise would have been.

The fol­low­ing are ad­di­tional facts that have ab­solutely no bear­ing on this dis­pute, but which are nonethe­less in­ter­est­ing in a purely his­tor­i­cal sense:

  • Mark­down the for­mat (not the im­ple­men­ta­tion) had heavy input from the now-de­ceased Aaron Swartz. Swartz posted his own an­nounce­ment of Mark­down on March 19 2004 (four days after Gru­ber’s an­nounce­ment). In that an­nounce­ment Swartz seems to con­sider him­self pretty much a co-au­thor of the Mark­down syn­tax. Gru­ber’s an­nounce­ment of March 15 said only “I’ve writ­ten”, with no men­tion of Swartz; the main Mark­down page did (and does) men­tion Swartz at the bot­tom, say­ing he “de­serves a tremen­dous amount of credit for his feed­back on the de­sign of Mark­down’s for­mat­ting syn­tax. Mark­down is much bet­ter thanks to Aaron’s ideas, feed­back, and test­ing.” Ex­cept for the cu­ri­ous dis­par­ity of credit be­tween their two an­nounce­ment posts, I have to say I feel Gru­ber’s han­dling of Swartz’s in­volve­ment has been ap­pro­pri­ate, es­pe­cially in light of Swartz’s tragic death.

  • Mark­down was orig­i­nally li­censed under the GPL, and was free for per­sonal use with a sug­gested pay­ment of $50 per do­main for com­mer­cial use. By early 2005 the li­cense was changed to the cur­rent BSD-style li­cense.

The above is a note added to an earlier post…

Note from Keith — Re: Tildes

Help. I’m em­bar­rassed. I’m just too dull to un­der­stand the at­trac­tion of tilde.​club.

You end up post­ing text & im­ages at yet a dif­fer­ent ad­dress. It’s charm­ing that they’ve used mod­ern code to look like a circa 1987 dial-up bul­letin board, but…

I do miss my 1969 Ply­mouth Valiant. But I’m not sure I want it back.

Keith

The above is a note added to an earlier post…

The Problem With Calvinism

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Jerry Walls spoke on ‘What’s Wrong With Calvin­ism’ more than a year ago at a Chris­t­ian uni­ver­sity. I started watch­ing this pre­sen­ta­tion re­luc­tantly, but found it much more in­ter­est­ing than I ex­pected (not to say it isn’t an­noy­ing). If you are a pa­tient per­son and this sub­ject in­ter­ests you, I’d en­cour­age you to watch it.

Wall’s major prob­lem with Calvin­ism turns out to be this: tak­ing God’s na­ture (Love) to­gether with their view of his all-pow­er­ful­ness, the only se­ri­ous con­clu­sion is that God will save every­one — and most Calvin­ists1 of course don’t ac­cept this. In order to keep their pre­me­ses and still avoid the uni­ver­sal­ist con­clu­sion, they com­mit all kinds of rhetor­i­cal folly, and make God out to be a moral mon­ster.

In­ter­est­ingly, this is the same prob­lem I have with Calvin­ism, so I was pleased to hear some­one else make the same crit­i­cism. The dif­fer­ence is that I take se­ri­ously the idea that all might be “saved”, and Walls doesn’t; in fact he takes it for granted that there­fore, uni­ver­sal­ism makes his whole ar­gu­ment an ab­solute cinch as a re­duc­tio ad ab­sur­dum. This is turns out to be the biggest weak­ness in his pre­sen­ta­tion.

Cen­tral to his think­ing is this ex­plainer about two com­pet­ing views of free­dom. From the slides in the video:

  • Lib­er­tar­ian Free­dom: A free ac­tion is one that is not de­ter­mined by prior causes or con­di­tions. As he makes the choice, the agent has the power to choose A and the power to choose not-A, and it is up to him how he will choose. [10:48 in the video]
  • Com­pat­i­bilist Free­dom: A free act is not caused or com­pelled by any­thing ex­ter­nal to the agent who per­forms it. It is, how­ever, caused by some­thing in­ter­nal to the agent: a psy­cho­log­i­cal state of af­fairs such as a be­lief, de­sire or some com­bi­na­tion of these two. The agent per­form­ing the act could have done dif­fer­ently if he had wanted to. [11:50 in the video]

In his talk, Walls off-hand­edly refers to the “lib­er­tar­ian” de­f­i­n­i­tion as “com­mon sense,” and, wink­ing and nod­ding at us as though prompt­ing us with a cor­rect an­swer, leaves it at that. But this isn’t com­mon sense at all. No one in the world has ever had an ex­pe­ri­ence of mak­ing de­ci­sions that “aren’t de­ter­mined by prior causes or con­di­tions.”

In­deed, com­mon sense is the only rea­son2 I now hold to the “com­pat­i­bilist” un­der­stand­ing of free­dom — the kind of free­dom that is fully com­pat­i­ble with a pre­de­ter­mined fate3. Sim­ple ob­ser­va­tion about how we all live our lives will lead you straight to it. Do you, in this mo­ment, have per­fect free­dom to choose whether or not to eat a ham­burger, or put on a bikini? Or do you find that, faced with the ques­tion, your an­swer was pretty much al­ready de­cided by your pref­er­ences, be­liefs and cir­cum­stances?

Al­though un­der­stand­ing and defin­ing free­dom is cen­tral to his ar­gu­ment, Walls never both­ers to di­rectly de­ter­mine what free­dom is. He says that if you’re a com­pat­i­bilist and not a uni­ver­sal­ist then your God is a mon­ster; but weirdly, he has noth­ing to say about uni­ver­sal­ism, only an im­pli­ca­tion that the very idea of it must some­how mean “lib­er­tar­ian” idea of free­dom is the only cor­rect one. This is a con­vinc­ing ma­neu­ver for many Chris­t­ian au­di­ences, but not ac­tu­ally con­clu­sive, and ac­tu­ally pretty un­for­tu­nate if you ac­tu­ally want to un­der­stand any­thing about your own or oth­ers’ free­dom.

So for now, my pre­ferred so­lu­tion for cor­rect­ing the er­rors of Calvin­ism re­mains the same: all Calvin­ists should be­come uni­ver­sal­ists.


  1. It’s worth not­ing that the first evan­gel­i­cal I heard offer a state­ment and de­fense of the idea that “all will be saved” came from a Calvin­ist back­ground. Here is some of his writ­ing on the topic (a PDF); if you have the pa­tience for evan­gel­i­cal ser­mons, you can also see him preach­ing about it

  2. My views on this sub­ject cer­tainly owe noth­ing to any the­o­log­i­cal work. In some ways I am proud of this; more often I find it a lit­tle em­bar­ras­ing to admit. I’ve never read John Calvin’s work, and, I am sorry to say, have no in­ter­est in doing so. I did read a John Piper book once when I was too young to make any sense of it. 

  3. If you’ve read my pieces Your Choice and Choose Your Fate you’ll rec­og­nize that they are es­sen­tially (I now re­al­ize) retellings of what Walls is call­ing the com­pat­i­bilist idea of free­dom. I didn’t know there was a term for this until I saw this video — as far as I could tell, I had puz­zled this whole idea out on my own. Ex­pe­ri­ence has of course taught me, though, that any idea I can work out is un­likely to be re­ally orig­i­nal. 

Tildes

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We few, we happy few

As some of you know, I was on twit­ter at an op­por­tune hour last week and found my­self with a shell ac­count and a lit­tle home page at tilde.club.


Things are going much like they did the first time around, twenty years ago. We’re sort­ing into dif­fer­ent — well, not dis­ci­plines, ex­actly, but maybe modes: those who work in code, those who work in words, and the Glyphs.

Words are eas­i­est: blogs, tax­onomies, chron­i­cles. We ob­serve and take notes, we paint signs. We’re so­cial an­i­mals, in spite of our­selves. Maybe some­times we hack to­gether scripts pasted in from hasty searches — but only so as to aug­ment our tool­chain for crank­ing out more and bet­ter-or­ga­nized Words.

The coders, too, traf­fick in in­for­ma­tion, but by pars­ing it, plumb­ing it, and refac­tor­ing it for pos­si­ble fu­ture use, seen or un­seen — in short, by any other means than sim­ply nar­rat­ing it.

The Glyphs are a group quite apart. They seem to have lit­tle use for all these words — of mak­ing many books there is no end is their warn­ing, or rather their im­pli­ca­tion, for ex­plicit lan­guage seems a weari­ness to them. They make things that wrig­gle, slide and duck out of the way at the last sec­ond. Or, just inan­i­mate sym­bols. Where ac­tual words are found, they are very nearly mean­ing­less; they mock the pur­pose of words; they say things with­out say­ing them, per­haps be­cause they know that every­thing has al­ready been said.


What’s great about the plain old web is that it ac­co­mo­dates all these modes of ex­pres­sion eas­ily within the same play­ground — the hand-as­sem­bled web page.


What hap­pened last time? The coders cooked up tons of tools for con­nect­ing the words, the writ­ers took ad­van­tage of them, all kinds of new Value was cre­ated, the ad­ver­tis­ers showed up, and the writ­ers and coders of course wanted to be able to af­ford to spend all day doing their thing so they took the ad­ver­tis­ers’ checks if they could get them.

At some point our own tools, free­ing us from the te­dium of typ­ing any HTML what­so­ever by hand, so dis­tanced us from the es­sen­tial thing, the un­der­ly­ing web, that — per­haps? — these groups grew apart, and now don’t talk to each other as much as they used to. I now oc­ca­sion­ally see peo­ple who write on the Web for a liv­ing con­fide that they would like to know more about HTML.


I’ve been writ­ing this with a sort of con­ceit in mind (shared by oth­ers) that tilde.club is a mi­cro­cosm of how the World Wide Web was when it began to take off. But it might also be a mi­cro­cosm of any econ­omy that moves to­ward spe­cial­iza­tion. Tilde.​club is re­fresh­ing for the same rea­son that sum­mer camp is re­fresh­ing: sud­denly we’re not spe­cial­ists any more. Sud­denly the elab­o­rate se­tups and lifestyles and processes we’ve erected for our­selves are kind of gone and we all eat and go to the bath­room in the same places, and gosh it’s nice weather out.

Con­tinue read­ing…